The answer…
Sometimes I ask myself, “What is happening exactly?”
Sometimes I wonder, “Why is the journey so full of mysteries?”
For I don’t know you at all but my heart seems to know you well…
I could choose a woman around me, but I felt like I cannot betray my heart…
For how could I love someone I’ve never known before…
How could I pray for someone I’ve never even met…
How could I be covered in tears for someone who didn’t love me…
And how could I miss someone I’ve never had…
I remember the moment when I fall for you…
I inquired The Lord that time…
“Is she the one Father?”
“Is she the one who was prepared years ago when I signed our covenant?”
But the Lord answered me simply…
“The secret things belong to the LORD our God.”
“But the things revealed belong to us and to our children forever.”
“That we may do all the words of this law.”
I keep seeking for answers till now and found none…
Even though I did it only in my heart…
But somehow I heard The Holy Spirit whispered me today.
“There is no answer Andrew, your faith will answer you…”
Come home…
Sometimes I imagine myself…
Standing beside my Father…
Longing for the same thing…
Of when she will return…
But as I’m just a little child…
Impatiently I ask Him over and over again…
And the many times I ask, the many times He answers…
Even though only Him who knows where she actually is…
“Daddy, when will ***** come home?”
“I miss her so much.”
“Patient Andrew, she is on her way home.”
“For I miss her so much too.”